Knights_Hemplar

Do they really blast the shit out of the chips/ French fries with 60 /100 kmph jets of water?

I agree(try every avenue), you and your missus brought them(the kids) into this world. You should do your best to hang in as long as you can for their sake. They will be lost with out you, they need their folks.

Have you ever looked into Chimbre in peru? That might sound like a load of cods wallop but it isnt. It'd be worth a try for yourself (and the family could benefit from a new you), might induce the will to live again. You cannot give up until you've tried all avenues. For the love of your kids dont go on your own accord, hang in as long as you were meant to.

*EDIT type-o

Any chance of job? Would love to get employment in the gaming industry.