Kudhos

• Do female pornstars have issues, like daddy issues and such?

• How's the attitude towards "working" after 800 shots?

• Have your choice of career affected your personal life and with relationships? Do you go on dates with "regular" people and live a normal life outside the pornography?

Thanks for the ama!

Thanks! :)

I'm sorry to hear that your economical situation hinders you from doing your surgery. I hope you either handles your current situation in a way that works out in a positive way for you or that your insurance company decides to change their attitude. Hang in there :)

It was really weird and different! I'm still not totally used to it even though it was 6 months ago. I really like how it came out and I feel like a new person and I always felt like "that guy with the underbite" but now that isn't an issue anymore. I'm more confident and outgoing than what I was pre-surgery.

but did your friends recognise your voice afterwards?

some did, some didn't. It was some that didn't recognize me at all and some only recognized me because they remembered my eyes. But I do have a slightly different voice, resonance and mostly a different pronunciation of different letters.

Nice to hear about your mate and I don't think it is uncommon. :)

By the sound of it, you don't seem too bothered with your underbite. That for me is a sign of a very strong personality. Kudos to you!

Mine was more medically necessary than cosmetic. I really looked forward to eating normally and sleeping normally and feel like a normal person. I needed the surgery both from a medical and psychological point-of-view.

Hey, Thanks! I wasn't really too frightened of the idea of surgery (if this was a good or bad attribute is for someone else to decide).

Has it been, or was it afterwards, difficult to chew, talk, etc?

When I had my jaws freed I had major difficulties eating and talking and moving my jaws at all. The muscles were so stiffed from being in the same position in 6 weeks. I started eating challenging foods right away, like nuggets and hot dogs. Purely beause if I didn't do it it would take even longer to get my muscles relaxed. Talking is still a bit tricky since I learned all my pronunciations with an underbite and now all suddenly I have to learn to pronounce things again. Saying air/ear/stairs are all very hard still and /th/ pronunciations becomes /f/. Still learning and progressing every day tho! :)

How has your outlook on life changed since the surgery? Do you find you have more self confidence?

All for the better. I had MAJOR issues because of my underbite and I feel more confident now afterwards. I used to hid myself from the outside world before, if I wore clothes I tried to hide my underbite with scarves and such but now I can be more relaxed and enjoy life without having to think of how I look "in the eyes of the others". I'm still not fully adjusted to it, so sometimes when I look in the mirror I feel all "Who's that?! oh right, new face." in a good way!