LousyStoner

You said you don't smoke to get stoned. I get that, but is that to say you don't enjoy it? Have any of your friend's parents had any problem with this, if any are aware?

I definitely know a few people that don't enjoy it. Never understood that, myself! I'm glad you found something that helps. Love the username!

I just wanna wish you luck and most importantly hope that you find a comfortable home. You are OK with your sisters, now? I read through and just wanna offer what little I can, which is music, because I strongly believe music helps heal the soul. Based on your tastes:

Check out Eyes Set to Kill (One of my favorites of theirs). Great band I just discovered. Awesome blend of male and female vocals (Lacuna Coil made me mention this; mainly the female vocals). They remind me of From Autumn to Ashes, if you're familiar. If not, I give you one of the most beautiful songs ever.

Be strong, dear.

Yeah, if you like ESTK, definitely check out that second link I posted. I have no idea why it's a different color than the other one. It's hardly even readable lol

I'm a 30 year old man and it's inspirational enough, to even me. I'm glad you dug yourself out of the darkness and found some light. I hope for you the light is perpetual. You deserve it.

Oh, yeah it does say that. Lame. Let me know what you think!