Nosfermarki

God I hope I end up playing a call of duty match with you.

And turned me into a lesbian.

This is what I have. I can still eat apples though. I can eat everything I ate before. It feels different, but I got used to it very quickly.

As a fellow lesbian my jaw dropped when I saw the name. I was about the same age and I still can't see it without getting all flustered.

I was diagnosed at 36. It was easier for me because I've seen the same psychiatrist for years. She initially questioned it because I did well in school and "wasn't hyperactive when I was younger". I'm definitely not hyperactive externally, but internally it's constant. I did well in school, but I love learning things and never had to study. It was starting to impact my ability to do my job, though. I had to take a test and given that we had recently moved to work from home due to covid, it was proctored by someone viewing my screen. The test involved multiple example tasks that were of varying importance, and you are intentionally not given enough time to complete them all. I would start a task, then decide another was more important, then another, then I would decide I needed to finish something and switch again. This is how I operate, but I was painfully aware of it with someone watching me. Luckily my psychiatrist heard me out, but there's a huge misunderstanding of how it looks in adult women.