Space_Cranberry

I know nothing, so this may be obvious to everyone else: if your count is so low, why can't they spin RBC out of blood and inject you with those?

Pics before surgery?

I'm so going to be in trouble. I will owe so much (close to $100k, maybe?) in student loans. All my loans were based on a $0 EFC...my loans are government loans, I believe. However, I do see stuff from Sallie May and Great Lakes occasionally. I really don't know what that means.

Are my loans different since I didn't have "private" loans...or are my loans "private"? I am scared shitless of all this so I'm kind of...nonchalant? Because I'm going to have a breakdown, I swear. I'll never make much money.

Seriously, I'm afraid. I make, like, $30k, and that's probably all I'll ever make. Are the loan people going to make me homeless?

I defaulted once before, but when I started making "decent" money, I called to say, hey! Lemme do right by this.

I got hit with RIDICULOUS down payment and monthly payments. I did some research and somewhere I found that they couldn't kill me with an "unreasonable" monthly payment. He got his supervisor on the line and she backed it down. After a year, it was rehabbed, and I started school again.

I'm babbling, but I'm really fucking scared I will be eating Ramen noodles once I graduate with some worthless degree that makes me "overqualified" for everything.

:( I'm scared. And it's my fault I've dug myself into this position. I'll never be able to pay 6 figures back. I'll never own a home, I'll never get married, I'll never be able to save for a decent retirement, never not be poor. And it's my fault. Boy, I done made myself cry over that. Sorry.

Well if psychopathy is a spectrum, we all all on it somewhere.

Sometimes, when you take SSRIs and get relief initially...then the symptoms return...it means the dose isn't high enough. OCD disorders usually are high doses of SSRIs.