Dude, opiates are fucking awesome. For almost all people learning how wonderful true opiate use is awful. I'm actually the author of the script that kellyroycomma used in the how and why of heroin addiction (1/3 million views on youtube). But enough about me...
I'm not talking about taking a vicodin as needed. I mean taking 20-30mg of oxycodone combined with hydromorphone (for someone opiate naive) and just lying down on the couch and thinking about life or nothing at all.
My point is you have a few months left, you don't even have time to abuse opiates enough to cause ANY damage to yourself (side note: opiates don't biochemically cause damage, just the craving to get them and potential emotional damage does). Not to mention your insurance will cover it and your doc will prescribe it (if he doesn't find someone who will).
Even if you don't feel pain yet, the euphoria and contentment with opiods might help you accept and deal with your illness. And it's not like being drunk or in a haze, you are still level-headed, cognizant and see the world with clarity. It's just that underneath that clarity is a profound happiness and ability to both accept and love. The dark side to these feelings come from increased dosages due to tolerance and the high monetary cost. If money was no issue, the longterm side effects could be a lower drive to seek 'meaningful' pleasure in the world from friends, family, and success. But for you none of this matters.
Go over to reddit.com/r/opiates if you're interested. I truly implore you to consider it, it's such a wonderful chemical, and I truly believe it will help relieve you of anxiety, physical pain, and fear.
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Dude, opiates are fucking awesome. For almost all people learning how wonderful true opiate use is awful. I'm actually the author of the script that kellyroycomma used in the how and why of heroin addiction (1/3 million views on youtube). But enough about me...
I'm not talking about taking a vicodin as needed. I mean taking 20-30mg of oxycodone combined with hydromorphone (for someone opiate naive) and just lying down on the couch and thinking about life or nothing at all.
My point is you have a few months left, you don't even have time to abuse opiates enough to cause ANY damage to yourself (side note: opiates don't biochemically cause damage, just the craving to get them and potential emotional damage does). Not to mention your insurance will cover it and your doc will prescribe it (if he doesn't find someone who will).
Even if you don't feel pain yet, the euphoria and contentment with opiods might help you accept and deal with your illness. And it's not like being drunk or in a haze, you are still level-headed, cognizant and see the world with clarity. It's just that underneath that clarity is a profound happiness and ability to both accept and love. The dark side to these feelings come from increased dosages due to tolerance and the high monetary cost. If money was no issue, the longterm side effects could be a lower drive to seek 'meaningful' pleasure in the world from friends, family, and success. But for you none of this matters.
Go over to reddit.com/r/opiates if you're interested. I truly implore you to consider it, it's such a wonderful chemical, and I truly believe it will help relieve you of anxiety, physical pain, and fear.
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