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lol.

fun fact, your digestive system works without your brain. the brain helps speed things up and tell you how it's feeling down there, but otherwise i excrete normally. that being said, i can't control my anus. i can feel when it's full. what i use instead of my abdominal muscles and ass is pressure from my upper body from bending forward and my diaphragm. i think my diaphragm helps with a lot of my lung function, too.

i do still party, but not as hard as was able to haha. i am more of a lightweight now, but i think that's because of the blood thinner and muscle relaxers for spasticity.

in the near future, i plan on enjoying things! in the scheme of things like a job and stuff, i don't really know. i was in my fourth year of college but i think i want to switch majors. i was going for media production (film, tv, radio stuff). i just accepted a job as a customer service rep at a major longboard company, so that's what i'm looking forward to now!

yes. i can especially feel when i am beginning to get one. the unfortunate thing is that i can't feel how hard it is from once it starts to actually is.

also, the baclofen (muscle relaxer) wreaks HAVOC with my erection. in rehab, i could jack off (not that it did anything for me, can't ejaculate and the sensation is just weird instead of weird + fantastic), for literally hours.

i bought some dick pills online for 25 bucks at 5 bucks a pill. it worked okay, but the erection is still super unreliable.

viagra costs $20 a pill. THANKS PFIZER

once i start working, i'm absolutely filling that prescription... gotta please the missus.

i will be working for original skateboards soon.

i was riding my passion nate ryan bromodel, radial concave, basically like my s9 lacey but wider. indy 215s on cindy 15/12.5 baseplates, .5" riser, and i think i had 75mm road rippers on at the time.

my setup of choice was my lacey, same riser, same trucks, 70mm rippers.

thanks for your input, it's definitely possible. i'm just trying to be more realistic than hopelessly optimistic.