mustani

As a boy, I was taught that girls and women should be protected by men. Liked other boys and men, I perceived women as some type of lust, so girls and women have to be covered before men and not to mix with boys and men. The place of women should mainly be in the home. I saw such restrictions as normal and natural and never regarded them as discrimination.

Now I feel such perceiving is wrong and those restrictions upon women are unreasonable. Those were only the excuse of men trying to protect their privileges and are unfair to women. Everyone, no matter man or woman, should be equal and women should not be treated as second class citizens.

Yes and no again. I was confused. The doctors made it very clear that I could never live as a normal man or woman if I did not have the corrective surgery. The chromosomes and internal reproductive organs all point to the way that I am a female. All people concerned agreed with that and said the only way out was to have the corrective surgery. I was reluctant, but at the same time wished to live a normal life.

I was never asked if I was attracted to women or men. That was not even a point to discuss. My father and the doctors all thought that I would be a normal girl after the surgery. And indeed even I myself was not sure on that at that time.

It can be said that ambiguity is not accepted by my environment and every person is either a man or a woman. When there is ambiguity, the opinion of the doctors and the religious counselors would be determinative.

Yes, I intend to get married. I wish so.

I never have sex and only rarely masturbate.