rachael_bee

I personally would not wish for a csection, and I have had 2 miscarriages. A vaginal birth feels final, it;s tough but you get closure and healing time. A csection is major surgery, and it prolongs healing time both physically and emotionally.

I have been having horrific dreams every night for 2 months, except when I sleep on the couch. why?

Being there is huge. I lost a lot of friends while suffering from depression, and I behaved exactly like what you've described. The ones that stuck around meant the world to me, I just couldn't tell them at that time. Also helping with things that seem small to you, like picking them up for work/school/doctors appointment, or coming over and cooking for them. When I was depressed i felt like I had zero energy to do anything at all, and needed to be cared for, but I couldn't express it.