vocabulator9000

I wrote this in another thread, a while back, but it seems relevant.

My change occurred when I took a large quantity of psylocibin based food(14 grams of magic mushrooms), and went on an ego crushing journey with my best friend. Both of his parents had died at different times during that year. One from cancer and one from drunk driving. We walked for hours, talking about everything, meeting people. Seeing people like I had never seen them before. My friend came to terms with how much pain he was holding back. I felt so much love and confidence returning to my heart and mind. I was changed significantly from that point...for the better. I have a lot of respect for DMT and Psylocibin. I don't take them for fun as much as for looking into myself to see if everything is still OK. It became a great tool for me to change my life. I can't recommend it, because it is a huge step to see what they can do. It scares a lot of people. I think it has a lot to do with seeing yourself and the world without the filters of your ego.

This was a wonderful experience for me, as I had been diagnosed with severe clinical depression. My depression left me that night, and it has had years long effects that have improved my life. I would compare the experience to the movie 'Limitless'. My brain seemed clearer, I had better recollection, and my confidence skyrocketed. I haven't had such a large dose since that night, but My friend and I had major psychological breakthroughs that night. I still remember that names of people we met, and the details of conversations with strangers. I was not feeling impaired at all, I felt like my mind was working properly for once.

Experiences like this, cause me to live my life by my conscience, and not by the dictates of Law. I became a better person that day, and if I had not taken them because of fear of consequence from the Law, I am certain that I would still be depressed and perhaps may have ended my life.

How deep are you guys diving? It looks like it could be anywhere from just beneath the surface to some significant depths. Do you feel like you are at the palace? or in some sort of settlement related to a similar time. Do you have any thoughts on the Bosnian Pyramid?