MagentaHawk

Just as a little tip: if you want to learn more about what the previous user was talking about then the term you want to search for is mindfulness. There are a lot of helpful resources available in the psychiatric community on the topic and I've found a lot of help in different DBT (Dialectical Behavioral Therapy) exercises that focus on it. I really wish you the best and am open for any questions if I can direct you to some good answers.

Exactly. Taking a year off and not earning the money you would at your regular job is a very real cost you paid to try your hand at starting a business.