StreetDogLover

I'd say that the hardest thing is when I smell weed. That's because:

1. I love the smell and, frankly, I love weed.
2. When I'm breathing it in, the drug is technically entering my body, and that is upsetting.

He sure seems to be doing better than he has in years, and I'm thrilled about that. I've lost touch with him, though, so I keep up with him these days indirectly from what I see on the Internet, just like everyone else. I only want for him to be happy and healthy, and I'm rooting for him from afar.

I've maintained an average of more than forty minutes of meditation every single day since Dec 27, 2019. Creeping up on four years!

I turned down $100,000 for promoting a product I don't believe in.

I have a group of men who I meet with regularly, so that we can all talk about our feelings (really), and at our last meeting, I told them that I feel I would be hard-pressed to think of ways my life could be much better, but I have an incredible ability to constantly be full of anxiety and stress, and that I can imagine my life ending with me thinking, "why couldn't I have just relaxed a little bit and enjoyed myself?" I've spent a lot of time thinking about this, and I've come to accept that my constant state of anxiety, stress, and fear is useful for me... because it keeps me working hard and remaining productive. So my answer is, "life is uncomfortable, but that's OK". Thanks for asking!