alisleimane

Tj, Love your vids. i was born a muslim, in Lebanon. I'm an atheist now. Lately i've been diagnosed with lung cancer, and it's pretty progressed already. and I feel the need to believe in God, but i just can't. I have this weird sensation that I WANT to die believing that i'm not actually disappearing after that moment. I know this will be a hard question. If you were about to die in a month, can you just describe your feelings about the God thing? wouldn't you WANT to have a decisive answer? the 0.00001 chance of god's existence isn't already a chance? people win the lottery every week or two, wouldn't also the existence of god be a probability? and why the fuck am I talkin to you? Am I that hopeless about God? just say something that you wish someone would tell you if you were in my place and asking for it.... please

i'm still going to watch all your videos, as for my youtube account is only there so I could watch every video you upload. I'm 42 year old plastic surgeon, and you give me strength when you talk in your videos. Even in my sickest days, I laughed at your jokes late at night. thank you for being proud of the person you are! take good care fat genius.