tomerjm

What if I've never had active suicidal thoughts but I do hope to die, every day, and every second.

I will not take any active part in my demise but I don't look before crossing a road and such.

My depression comes from a complete lack of faith in anything. Nothing is of value to me (including my life and the existence of life in general). Everything is just atoms, drifting away.

The main focus point of my depression is the fact that I wasn't offered a choice to enter into this world. Existence was forced upon me without question or consideration. However, I do not resent my parents for it, because they had no way of knowing it would be me (many eggs, even more sperms).

I don't trust mortals (a more general term than humans), nothing is of any actual value to me. To me life is basically a plague.

Should I be on watch? Should I seek out help? (I don't feel like I should, nor do I want to).

How will the ISS eventually be decommissioned? Have you guys (engineers) even planned for That? If so, how?

Also, how bad is "space junk" right now? And will we ever get trapped by it?

Look at it like this:

In Heroes every "hero" has an ability(I don't remember the name they had for them). Now, said ability has a part of the brain that's connected to it. Like how the blind girls powers are connected ,but not limited, to her eyesight. Or maybe it's the same area in each brain?

So Syler rips open their skulls with a telekinetic "knife", he then finds the part of the brain and studies it, VIA his own power.

Nurse, I need 10cc of AC:Odyssey Collectors Edition. STAT!

Wow, that's way cooler than anything I would have guessed. Thank you for taking the time to answer everything.